I’m missing on life
Alex @ May 15, 2007 | | Personal |
I’m in a sucky streak recently and I’ve been trying to lift my spirits up. For very unfortunate circumstances, I’m a hermit. Believe it or not, I haven’t watched Spider-man 3. And Pirates and Shrek are both slated next. I’m still in penny-pinching mode so I’d rather save what I’d be spending on exorbitant movie ticket prices at least for now.
My finances would go back to normal by June so movies would have to wait until then. Good thing, I have a perfectly understanding and caring girlfriend who wouldn’t castrate me for not being able to take her out on dates recently. Spank me, I’ve been a bad boy. Hehehe.
My diet and efforts in weight-loss and getting in shape are also sidelined as of the moment. I’m suffering from a strained upper back so I really can’t move much without a bit of wincing. Good thing I don’t suspect it to be really bad. I mean I just had my physical a couple of weeks ago and my chest x-ray didn’t reveal anything remarkable. Besides, my back only started to hurt when I forced 300 3-pointer practice shots last week.
This leads me to thinking when would I be 100% both mentally and physically. I don’t even know if I’m 100% by June when classes finally start and that’s when I need to bring out my A-game! I just keep reminding myself, “One day at a time, boy. One day at a time.” But being an impatient bastard that I am, well…
Being holed up at home doesn’t seem to help very much. I’ve exhausted all the available DVDs here to watch and mope over. Now, I’m revisiting Sean Connery-era James Bond flicks. And funny as they are, they only make me feel old. At least for a bit of culture, The World According to Garp’s back on my bedside table for a bit of literature and culture to appease myself from being a hermit and a savage lately.
PS: For those concerned about our mom, she gets weaker by the day. Still, I want to thank you for your well-wishes and prayers.
Image credit: Doy Doy the chow chow, from the Daily Puppy
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oh alex, pahinga ka naman sandali, mukhang puro work ka lang eh hehe
pano yung summer classes mo pala? Yikes… patingin ka sa doktor, get well soon! ^_^
don’t be hard on yourself. you can have fun, without even spending a lot of money. happiness is in the mind, you know. my secret? i remove, rather erase from my hard disk (meaning my brain) whatever is bothering me, kahit ano naman kasi ang mangyari, andyan pa rin ang mga nag boboher ng mind natin. i believe that whatever is bound to happen will happen, so why fight it? simply put, i am a positive person. i don’t know if i am making sense to you. pero, yo should get out of what you are feeling now, you can stay the way you are now, but do not take long. LIVE LIFE!!! lucky you, your girl friend is understanding,,,sana habang panahon siyang undersanding.:)
@sexy mom. Weird. Akismet marked your comment as spam. Must be the word “sexy.” Hehe. You always make sense, Tita Dine.
Yes, lucky me I have a very understanding girl.